originally posted 7/17/11
So...today I had time to do nothing. The house is clean. All cabinets and closets have been sorted and organized. Fresh flowers on the table. Plants watered (and living). Dinner in the crock pot. I picked up my phone and called my little brother's house. He got mom's answering machine with her message, " Hi, you've reached the Stanleys.... I miss her. I guess I figured out that you have to face grief alone...even though the person right next to you is also in pain.
I'm just going through the motions...and feeling very sorry for myself. Like I said before...I am a D.A.
Tomorrow will be a better day.